Showing posts with label Godric of Finchale. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Godric of Finchale. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

How Hermits Contend with Medical, Health Concerns


Dealing with health and medical concerns are probably, for Catholic hermits, dealt with much as any person in our times deals with health issues.  However there are some unique considerations for a hermit.  But first, let us consider how hermits of yore handled their medical and health problems.

In general, hermits of all centuries past either lived in total solitude or near or with others such as those in lara's (grouping of hermitage cells in closer geographic configuration to one another).  Some in what we can loosely term as hermit orders or those hermits who had followers choosing to live nearby or in adjoining cells or dwellings, lived in a type of community.  Those who lived in more isolated locales often did not have anyone nearby to check on them often nor to tend them if ill or injured.

We can pretty much get the idea of what life would be like for hermits of varying living situations.  Those in greater solitude would have to turn to God to see them through--either through the illness or injury or through to heaven!  If someone would happen along and discover them ailing, then the hermit would be taken to receive help or be tended, or word would go out to others such as a family member or other contact out in the world.  A family member or other contact, or church member then might come and tend to the hermit or take in the hermit until healed.

When the hermit lived out from a monastery, for example, when the injured or ill hermit was discovered by one or other who checked on the hermit on occasion or when the hermit did not return to what was often a given time period to see the superior at the monastery, the hermit would then be called out of solitude so that he or she could be cared for.

St. Seraphim the Sarov was discovered badly beaten in his hermitage and was brought back to the monastery to be tended and spend the rest of his life (much to his displeasure!).  When Godric of Finchale became ill, the nearby monastery assigned a priest to go tend him until he improved.  Eventually, the monks took him in although he was not a religious but was a traditional, privately professed, consecrated hermit.

St. Paul of Thebes and St. Mary of Egypt were found dead in their cave cells.  St. Rosalia of Palermo was not discovered until four centuries had passed.  She appeared to a man in his dream and told where to find her relics in a cave; the purpose included a message that if the townspeople processed with her relics a terrible plague would end.  (And it did.)

It seems obvious (at least to me and hopefully to you, dear reader) the way of medical treatment in previous centuries.  Herbs, blood-letting, prayer, crude surgeries--these treatments summed up their options.  We can assume those who lived in solitude without much contact with outer world resorted to some desperate measures and then gave the results to God alone.

Recently, this nothing consecrated Catholic hermit has had some health issues more than the usual intractable spinal pain that radiates to various parts of the body.  There has been no capability to have health insurance for years due to loss of career and insurance and then being deemed uninsurable.  Since Medicare privilege was not far off, the past two years a fine was paid rather than sign for a government insurance program that was extremely costly with very high deductible.  Far less costly t pay the fine and pay one's own costs.

Hermits today do need to have their own source of financial sustenance.  We do not have the luxury of that blissful simplicity of what seems an envious stricter separation from the world.  We have to pay our taxes, pay our medical costs, pay for our bills required of anyone living in our times.  There is no place on earth we could just go and set up our hermitage such as in a cave--someone owns the land, even if government; laws and regulations constrain such freedom.

For me, my hermit life style has been formed all the more, year by year, by His Real Presence.  He provides the circumstances and situations of present moments.  As mentioned in previous post, an unexpected thumb wound did not respond to hermitage-remedies.  Computer technology helped secure diagnosis through a distant friend's daughter, an ER nurse.  I quickly became quite ill and had incorrect advice from an urgent care physician assistant; but the internet contact with the friend relaying to her daughter the symptoms, brought the warning to get to a hospital emergency room immediately.

Thankfully, I was yet able to drive there despite disorientation setting in.  It is quite a distance into civilization.  Immediate care was provided as the doctor knew what to do with IV, x-ray, blood tests, lancing the wound.  He did not think the splinter would come out and hospitalization would be necessary; but I thought to ask my angel, Beth, to assist the doctor.  Victory!  More antibiotics, dressings, splint, instructions to return immediately if any signs of worsening; return for recheck in 48 hours.

Then there was the matter of hospital personnel coming into the ER bay, asking for contact information.  I had none.  Surely you know someone in the area?  Well, I know the first names of the new neighbors, but they maintain strong boundaries; and the wife was going to be gone, and I'd not asked their permission.  We finally settled on someone hundreds of miles away.  It only provided the detail the employee needed to fill in the blank.

A few weeks ago this hermit had to go into a clinic to get medication refill scripts.  While there, I mentioned how very fatigued--and also the nausea that now occurs fairly regularly.  Was it from the consistent increase in pain that has persisted now since before Christmas?  Or was there something else going on with the body?  The doctor ordered blood tests.

Now, prior to receiving Medicare just prior to appointment, I would not have done the blood test due to costs.  But it seemed best to try to discern what is causing the fatigue and nausea...in case it was not radiating pain.  (I actually hoped it was something other so that either my time was drawing to a close on this earth and with this pained body, or I could do something such as some dietary change or take some medication--and, much better!)  

The results came.  All is normal.  It is the pain on the increase as I age.  What to do about that?  Meds were slightly increased, and the nausea is something this hermit now prays to embrace and adapt into the daily routine.  Thus far, the body has not been well enough to consistently be up daily.  Some days, yes, and I am trying to increase physical stamina.

Diet is the usual way I maintain health:  consume that which is simple, fresh, healthy.  Take whatever supplements are known to help, even if slightly, a body with constant pain.  Each morning the first food is a drink of dark greens, flax, coconut oil, fruit, cucumbers and water.  (I call it Green Glory.)  Drinking plenty of water is critical.  This past winter when in way too much pain, the body was on the mattress for extended periods of time; not enough water led to some dehydration.  So made myself drink more and keep better track, plus added some coconut water to the regimen.

It is rather amazing how living in such circumstances, that I've not needed more costly medical treatments--and then this sepsis poisoning came along.  Thanks be to God it all is working out, and for whatever reason, the Lord has me slowed down for now, unable to do much manual labor.  He handled the situation with timing perfection and the distant friend just happened to be visiting her daughter over the weekend.  I had just enough ability to drive self to hospital; by evening untreated, septic shock would have set in.  And, marvelous that after all this time, this happened soon after Medicare came to save the financial strain!

(Prior, for two shoulder surgeries, I had to use the now long-gone inheritance from my late parents.  Even so, if I'd not had Medicare, one can negotiate payments.  In fact, the hospital the other day gave me financial aid papers to fill out and mail in.  When the money is low, God provides.)

For other contemporary Catholic hermits (or hermits of any variety), their health and medical considerations depend upon where they live, what insurance they may have, their finances, their contacts, and the degree to which they have evolved in solitude and simplicity.

As to seeking medical treatment, I recognize that I have to tend and fix whatever can be tended and fixed.  Broken bone, blood poisoning (sepsis), pain issues, eye glasses, dental work (no more infections wanted!)--probably would forego hearing aids...!  I must keep functioning, doing the praying, the writing, the spiritual consulting, the listening and loving and encouraging of family, friends, strangers--and keep at the manual labor as long as the body is able.  We have that responsibility to keep our bodies operational as long as God desires and wills.

In my situation of such severe pain, since my family is reared and into adulthood, when and if I do contract a terminal illness, there will be no treatment other than whatever medication available to handle pain until death.  I have no idea where I would be--probably remain here the next year. (Am running out of money to sustain self and need more energy to finish the hermitage renovation.)  There is no money for long term health care.  A family member has offered that I could live with them, but that may not be best for them, depending upon stage of their lives.  A couple of long-time friends have offered a bedroom in their homes.  Of course, some accident such as falling off the pole barn roof might be a quick conclusion.

Yes, I have considered that while here, it could be a week or more before anyone would realize something had occurred.  One family member sends messages or calls within a week, and a childhood friend living a thousand miles away or more sends messages via her phone to my laptop.  After a few days she would be concerned, as would no doubt the daughter.

A young woman who has recently made contact had a dream that I died and was in here without anyone knowing.  She emailed her dream and thoughts, which of course were upsetting to her. But for me, I had recognized that real possibility a couple years ago when there was not the contact with family member or childhood friend--not often.  So I am used to that scenario, and it would be quite acceptable to me in this phase of my hermit vocation.  Solus Deus!

Yes, I felt quite secure the other day, as I felt His Real Presence was calmly guiding the aspects of the unexpected medical emergency.  I sensed my angel helping drive the truck and assisting the doctor with the little miracle of that piece of wood coming out unexpectedly, from the thumb joint.  Victory is the Lord's!

Part of the serenity of such health and medical matters is found in a recent grace--following the death of my will now four weeks ago this morning.

Last rites--or more accurately viaticum (Holy Communion prior to death)?  Some hermits in great solitude would unlikely receive them from a priest unless in a final illness that is known to others, or if the hermit is being tended by someone who would summon a priest near the end.  Having lived in more heightened solitude now, and grasping how the Lord is very present, making His abode in me more manifest (at least I sense and appreciate it more now), having viaticum and last rites is not really a concern. 

I know His Real Presence will provide in all things--especially in the passage of my soul from this body.  What a glorious experience and moment that will be!

God bless His Real Presence in us!  Little children, let us love God above all things (including the things that cause worry) and love one another as God loves us!



Sunday, July 6, 2014

Catholic Hermit Shares Dichotomies and Truths


In spiritual reading and research of  facts about well-known and lesser-known mystics, I find  two thoughts, two quotes worth sharing.  I deviate from my personal, current effort to appreciate what nameless others say, do and write, in that with these, I will "name names". 

I do so partly to emphasize they are real people with names, despite that unknown persons have no doubt thought, said, done and written similar.  It seems important for us to keep this in mind, that these people who are given special notice by others, would not care or desire to be noted as special or with having any more credence than the "least of these."  I also mention their names because we can find, no matter those who decry such as victim soul offerings, the very actions by people who the Church has approved as canonized saints.

One person, Therese Martin, is typically referred to in the Catholic Church as St. Therese of the Child Jesus.  She offered herself as a victim soul on the Solemnity of the Holy
Trinity (first Sunday after Pentecost in the liturgical calendar).  Her offering included this prayer:

"O my God!  Blessed Trinity, in order to live in an act of perfect love, I offer myself as a victim of holocaust to Thy Merciful Love...."

Another is the offering of the lesser known Medieval English hermit, St. Godric of Finchale.  He went to the river near his forest-hermitage near Durham, and he offered himself to God as a victim soul.

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From reading John of the Cross' Spiritual Canticle, of which the theme repeats the indwelling of God, comes yet another view of the classic, theological doctrine of Divine Presence. 

(This has been instilled within my soul when the Lord began uniting my soul and explaining His Real Presence in all Sacraments, during Mass.   The phrase utilized, told, instilled to me was: His Real Presence--Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  To others the phrase or label is slightly different.  But the essence is the same, yet with additional insights.  His Real Presence always provides infinite facets.)

From a book I am reading:

"God is substantially present in all beings by His contact with them as their Creator; to this presence, which is common to all, is added a special presence in the souls of the just and in the blessed, as the object of their knowledge and love in the supernatural order."

I find these thoughts, words, and actions yet more input of reality.  The first two mentioned above, St. Therese and St. Godric, specify real people of whom holiness and sanctification has been bequeathed publicly and historically.  Yet there today remain those who eschew the theology and practice of victim soul offering.  
 
The third thought shared, by John of the Cross, is that of what many known holy persons, at least two of which are given the honorable titles of "Doctor of the Church."  The thought represents, however, a reality to the people who write of it and label and describe it with varying words.  What stands out as the common thread as well as the holy point, is that the people actually and truly experienced the reality of God's life and presence within their souls--and their souls' life and presence within God.

It is a life-altering experience to have this reality of His Real Presence, the Indwelling Trinity, to remain in His Love, or however the actuality is stated.  The point remains for us to know that this is a true possibility for us to come to grasp and deeply experience, and for the reality to be lived experience every moment, day and night.  

At first the reality may be very conscious in and to us; we may do little else but think of it and speak of it to anyone who will listen.  We may not fathom how others do not share the excitement or that they question or turn away, shaking their heads. Or, they may say they already know it, but there is not the excitement and extreme of one whose being has been touched.

This touch of God, the dart of flame, the fire of having one's heart transfigured, is for each of us.  It can happen.  It will happen.  We must seek Him with all our bodies, minds, hearts and spirits.  We must fall out of love with the world, be willing to suffer any affliction, assault or ridicule, and fall in love with His Real Presence. 

We must simply wait and remain vigilant while waiting, going about our daily lives with faith, hope and love.  Practice the virtues, but wait with great anticipation and expectation for the Divine Presence, the Indwelling of the Holy Trinity. His Real Presence will become an exceptional, supernatural reality as well as a lived, actual experience that changes our interior right here and now while we are alive on this earth. This phenomenon occurs both in practical and supernal ways.

Yesterday while being with my grandson for a day, fully engaged in fun-loving participation, His Real Presence within let me know that I must continue sharing the spiritual experiences and also to write more about His Real Presence.  I am yet further from the temporal in some ways.  I've been through much suffering from those whose mindsets are formed by years of an oppressive, critical, doubting approach to the spiritual and toward those who are in the process of being touched or who have been touched by God's Indwelling.

We must free ourselves from such oppression--either coming from others or that which comes from ourselves.  Humility is not fear.  Fear is the flip side of faith.  There is nothing to fear, for God will keep His beloved souls upon the narrow path.  Even if we slip or misstep, He pulls us back either gently or if necessary, with a snatching!  

Those who are oppressed by fear or thoughts that only some in the past were blessed to experience His Real Presence in vital ways, heap weights upon themselves and view and judge others according to the made up, imposed weights.  To travel on the paths that lead to yet more oppressive laws of which there are really no means in place by which they can be enforced, wastes the soul's invitation that Jesus offers:

 "‘Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.’" (found in Gospel of Matthew 11)